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‘The very deep downs and the super high highs’ (23rd Sept - 6th Oct)

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as my star sister Sterre Kadek Bintang put it so beautifully in her amazing hand written letter. And indeed the past two weeks had some super intense energies putting us under pressure for more integration. I almost got hit by a bus, a truck and two cars and at the same time got the most amazing healing sessions from some of my closest soul sisters and incredible quality times with my soul family. Especially the first, and the last bits of this blog about them are really valuable reads. After a break up the rain is gone Let me jump right in the middle of my story with an incredible inner process the Super New Moon in Libra brought me 28th Sept. I had a dream about it just 2 nights prior the event. So often healing the pain of loosing my partner feels like healing the pain of loosing myself so I can come back home to my core again and again. The pain of separation… is both ways. My amazing healer Soul Sister Pernille Caura Euwyn is holding space for me to guide me ba...

Major upswings after a 'minor' downhill :D (9-22nd Sept)

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So keep on reading please after this first bit ;) Last week felt more like a rocky downhill on the usual roller coaster ride of life particularly thanks to the (shadow) masculine and feminine interaction.   A carousel ride of impatience, indecisiveness, criticism, unreliability; blaming, projection, deflection perceived by both parties about each other. Hmmm… From my perspective and based on talking to my soul sisters our wounds of not feeling good enough, feeling insecure and attacked are greatly triggered by the masculine energy.   The general feminine attributes of being more receptive, flowy, sensitive and picking up easily on expectations, needs, wants coming from others around us, makes us often feel not strong enough to stay firm in our core. Surely the masculine is to teach us boundaries, for us who are like sponges. What is a yes and what is no, how to stand up for yourself and stay committed, communicate that with compassion. How not to abandon yours...